I know this much about racing in the rain. I know it is about balance. It is about anticipation and patience. I know all of the driving skills that are necessary for one to be successful in the rain. But racing in the rain is also about the mind. It is about owning one’s body. About believing that one’s car is merely an extension of one’s body. About believing that the track is an extension of the car, and the rain is an extension of the track, and the track is an extension of the rain.Enzo knows that all the necessary driving skills will not get you around a corner fast in the rain. To go fast in the rain, one must be centered, read all the inputs as a single symphony of connectedness. You feel your way in the rain; this is not a matter of practiced technique. This is a matter of experience—of mistakes made, survived, and learned from. We can call this intuitive competence. It is earned not just learned.
Racing in the rain is a bit like growing in faith. We feel our way through it, synthesizing what we know and what we have experienced to develop this intuitive competence. In the words of Frederick Buechner, we listen to our lives.
Recently I had to initiate a difficult conversation where there were competing interests and claims and values, each one worthy of respect. How could one honor all these pieces in a creative tension that did not discount or favor one person over another? I asked myself: What would Jesus do? I had no idea. Sometimes the answer to that question is clear. Other times, it is not. It is in these other times that we hone our intuitive competence. We center ourselves by trusting in God’s presence, and we pay attention to the responses and nuances of those around us in that moment. Then, we see where the road takes us. In this case, the people came out the other side of the corner better connected to one another and with a clearer path forward.
Discipleship is about having a center to our lives and then seeing the single symphony of connectedness between us and God and others and creation. We feel our way through it sometimes. Therefore, we embrace the curves because each one is different and has something new to teach us. Between us and the finish line there will always be new challenges. The question is not have we arrived but are we learning anything along the road. In a way, we are all racing in the rain.
Jim Kelsey—Executive Minister American Baptist Churches of New York State