Last
November I went on Medicare. In January I joined the All American Fitness
Center. Yes, there is a connection.
I have accepted that if I am going to continue to feel energetic and fit, I need to work at it. Also, I hope to get more than my money’s worth out of Medicare and Social Security by outliving the cold calculations of the governmental actuaries.
The All
American Fitness Center is not like the gyms on TV. There are no people in sleek matching workout
clothes looking for dates. They are no spin classes. They sell no aqua-colored
health drinks or fancy French fizzy water. They do have t-shirts for sale.
We are
people in baggy sweatpants or plaid walking shorts and stretched-out t-shirts. Some
of us have athletic shoes; others do not.
It is a place where no one is going to judge you for your appearance or
your physical prowess. We are, however, people with clarity of purpose; each of us is on our own journey of continuing
health, a return to health, or recovery from surgery.
The more the
people around me talk of their joint replacements, the harder I pedal!
I am
learning something about living an intentional life as I roll out of bed before
dawn and make my way to the gym through empty streets. I am learning that intending
something and living an intentional life are not the same thing. It would be so easy to roll over and go back
to sleep, intending to go exercise tomorrow.
I had been intending to build more exercise
into my life for years. Apart from an occasional
brisk walk with my dog or pushing the lawn mower or a little digging in
the garden, my intentions counted for little.
Intending is not the same thing as doing. The word intentional
is an adjective. It describes something
you are doing, not a state of mind.
What have
trips to the fitness center taught me?
First, I
need to go there to exercise. If I try
to do it at home, I will not follow through in a focused way. I need to have a place and a time where I do
nothing else but exercise. This needs to
be a place where I am not distracted by all the preoccupations that
fill the other places in my life.
Sometimes putting
intentions into action involves putting ourselves in new places with new
people. If I intend to have a more
diverse group of friends yet continue to go the same places and do the same
things, my portfolio of friends will remain unchanged. If I intend to read more yet do not stop at
the library, it is unlikely I will watch less TV and read more. If I intend to
improve the quality of education in my community, I need to go to a tutoring center and volunteer. If I want to know the Bible better, I need to
join up with others who are reading and talking about the Bible.
Second, I
need to give it time. One week of
exercise did not make a difference in how I felt. After years of neglect, my body would not be
transformed in a week or even a month. I
am now, after eight months, feeling more energetic, resting better, and able to
do things with less effort; but I must stay with it. If I let up, I will lose what I have gained. Much of life is not about arriving; it is about an ongoing journey in a particular direction.
The German
philosopher Friedrich Nietzsche in his book Beyond Good and Evil wrote: “The essential thing ‘in heaven and earth’ is
that there should be long obedience in the same direction; there thereby
results, and has always resulted in the long run, something which has made life
worth living.” There was, admittedly,
little in heaven or earth that Nietzsche thought to make life worth living. Yet many Christian writers, which Nietzsche was
not, have picked up on the image of a long obedience in the same direction as a
paradigm for the Christian life.
My
experience at the gym has taught me that living into the life of Jesus is, like
staying fit in my 60’s, a long obedience in the same direction. It is an obedience that is nourished in intentional
places and activities, temporarily free from the preoccupations that otherwise
fill our days.
As I go through my exercise regimen, I remember the advice of the writer of Hebrews: “Let us run with perseverance the race that is set before us [12:1].” The writer has more in mind than lowered blood pressure and added flexibility. The writer sees the call of Christ in our lives as a race to be run.
The Apostle Paul uses this same
image repeatedly: 1 Cor. 9:24; Gal. 2:2; and Phil 2:16. Paul saw faith as a
life-long intentional enterprise to be deliberately pursued.
Following Christ's call to embody
love and embrace those around us in a deliberate and enduring
way is like training for a race. We
condition ourselves to be fitted out for such obedience.
The
well-lived Christian life is a long obedience in the same direction.
Jim Kelsey
Executive Minister—American Baptist Churches of New York
State
